Let's start again..

It is 2008... And just as Unusual, I decided to delete all my previous posts and start afresh... What's the harm!!

2008 has started and I am at my work. Just done with 2 nondescript cases. It's the holiday still for rest of the world. I like my work... Managing & Providing Support for training classes, courses et al... It's fun. New Year Last year was no different, other than I was biking in the fog and was better financially.. May be a couple of inches less at waist too..

Why am I talking about the past again.. May be it's a very new year now and nothing much has been done... Aah! That makes me remember the term ‘Resolution'.. We used it too often during school days and be proud of the difference of the thoughts I had from the other... None of them were ever followed. So I get a topic here for today- Resolution.. or rather ‘Changes’..

It's very wise to resolve something keeping self betterment in mind.. And you bet there must have been many wise men who would have written how successful they have been in their resolutions.. But I am not one of them.. I don’t want to be one like them... Anyways what did you resolve ??

These all things make me feel that we humans live for changes... All we want actually is nothing but change... We learn, we earn, we befriend, we envy, and we show our progress or turn hostile... all because we want some change somewhere or the other.. And why not.. Changes are the reasons of all your feelings too... You are happy with your 3 year old who have learnt the first alphabets, you have started visualizing what money he would make after couple of decades with the knowledge he has acquired today... You think about changes, may be now or later ... and thus changes become your guiding factor... Well thinking about changes and working for changes are well justified.. There would have been no inventions nor any progress without them.. But why do we still ask for changes... I am confused... My question is "Are all of them justified"....

No one would have answer to it.. One of friends shared his view with me that the world has to maintain equilibrium.. You qualified for someplace in a competition at the cost of someone who failed... Somewhere or the other, people whom you don’t even know by name, affect your life.. I agreed to him...

But I still have the question... Is that equilibrium necessary... Learnt about entropy and enthalpy in Thermodynamics, years earlier.. I know the concept... I know what causes the changes there.. But when it comes to humans, I don’t know what it is... Is that the insecurity of tomorrow or dissatisfaction of today.. Fear of being made to change or Thirst of being the one who changes… How everyone of us is thinking about changes we want and unknowingly we are changing the world and all within… I got my answer now… People like us thought of changes, so we have histories.. We need to be history too..